the thought of letting you in frightens me quite a bit. see, i havent let anyone in in such a long time…. its kinda hard letting my heart beat twice as fast for one who thinks he has a chance. a chance with me…. out of all people. look to be honest i know this may not be as real as it can get but its enough for me right now. ill be turning 21 soon and to be honest i wanna continue to live my life the way i want and can and with people who think you’re an asshole. because you are. hope you can see that i dont love you but i do care. I’m just not the right person to comfort right now. ill call this month mark. thanks for the good fucks and what not.